Big mistake... Ive been splurging & testy

I've been restricting myself from so many things this past year... in the begining I was very reasonable and perhaps skimping out on myself but lately Ive been adding extra unnecessary things to the wedding! I only have 18 days to go and I think its my way of being nervous.

I freaked out on my FH this weekend when he didnt fold back the towel he didnt even use!

I havent even thought about what I going to pack for the honeymoon.

Sorry had to vent.

Re: Big mistake... Ive been splurging & testy

I totally sympathesize. I have been very sensitive of late and really losing sight of the wedding and that it is about us wanting to commit to a life together. Instead of enjoying this days leading up to it, I am agonizing and taking everything very personally. Right now I'm trying to take a few steps back and attempt to relax. Though I'm not doing a good job as it is 1:30 am and I'm on the computer.